Thursday, February 26, 2009

Different Perspective

Well, I am not even going to lie, its really hard for me to look at them in a positive way. The one good thing about them is that they are good with kids. When I try to see it from their view it still doesnt help. I have honestly never done anything to this person. They are just mad because I got the things they wanted first. It wasnt intentional by no means, it just happened that way. They are just one of those people who are that way and you honestly cant say anything good about them. I know that sounds really bad, but you can ask anyone who went to school with that person or just knows them.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Meany Person....

I am a pretty easy going person. I like everybody for the most part. If I dont then you musted have reaaallyy did something to piss me off. This one particular person, if I even hear their name it feels like a fire just started inside me! This person is the most hateful, rude, disrespectful person I have ever meet in my life! This person will walk right in a house that is not theirs and not speak to a soul not even the homeowners!! They are a very jealous person so what ever anybody gets they pitch a fit and made the biggest deal out it. When I got engaged that person to this day still has not told me or my fiance' congratulations and this person dates a family member of my fiance. I have had people come back to me and tell me things this person has said about my family ( when they have no idea what they are like because they have never met them), the family of the person they are dating, and soo on. This person is the most nasty thing I have ever been around. They acts nasty and carry their self that way too. It is really sad ,but I dont have time for people like that. Words cant even describe how ugly acting this person is.

Monday, February 16, 2009

College

What am I looking for in college? Well, when I started college I had many things running through my brain. I wanted to find new people I could call friends, realize the things about me I missed in high school being I stayed under a rock, and test myself with school work; overall I was looking for a fresh new start. I have had a ruff experience with friends. Where I come from people judge you before they even get to know you ( and yes I know that's every where, but it really showed in some people), they judged me by my last name. My family has done in my eyes very well for themselves. They have worked for everything they had, it hasn't been handed to them. Yes, my daddy spoiled me rotten but I'm not a little brat. I have sense of what's practical and what's not. It got old because I got to where I couldn't trust anyone. They only people I did where my two best friends; Cristy and Meghan. I felt safe with them, in my comfort zone. Friendship was something I was really looking for when I started college. In high school you are just blooming into the "real" you or in my eyes you do. When I started high school I really was looking to find the rest of the real me. I am definitely my own person ,but somethings I still would like find out. I've always been good at school, it's like a second nature to me, honestly. I've always made good grades and I pride myself on that. I was looking for a challenge when I started college because I head everyone say how much harder it was than high school. It is harder in ways, my biggest thing was adjusting to the time of classes and how to space everything out. Also, I was so use to study guides, and they sure don't give you any in college! So far it's a ride I have enjoyed, and can't wait to see if I find what I'm looking for :)

Writing

Well, I would definitely have to say my biggest problem would be two things; proof reading and thinking of something to write about. I am the world's worst person to write a story and just tum it in. I don't know why I don't proof read because I know it's one of the most important things in the whole writing process! I think I just get so excited that I wrote the story and want to submit it and completely forget to do everything else. That's the story of my life! Ha The other thing is thinking of something to write about. When I am given a topic I could write a novel, but when told think of a topic and write about it, I am clueless. That's another one of those " I don't know why I do that". I struggled doing that in high school and my teacher in high school, bless her heart tried so hard to help me, but I just couldn't get the hang of it. It can get really frustrating! That is really the only two things I can't seem to get the hang of, but other than that I love writing. It's almost like a therapy. When you can't say it, writing makes it so much easier to express your emotions.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Odd Ball Out....

I would probably say that I stand out in my family. My sister always tells me I’m the odd ball! It doesn’t bother me though. I beat to the rhythm of my own drum for sure. I don’t care what people think and if there is something I want to do I do it. I have some eccentric taste in clothes, music, art, etc. My daddy tells me that is good because I go by what I like and not by what other are going by. I don’t care if i find a shirt that you would have worn 5 years ago, if I like it I’m going to wear it. I’m the only one in my family who will wear black finger nil polish; it’s just a color to me. One thing that people tell me I stand out is my way of thinking. I’m not one of those who will just say what im thinking by no means, my sister got that gene. I’m always the one be thinking all the way in left field when everyone is on right field. I don’t stand out because of bad reasons I think they are for good ones because I am my own person and that is the best way to be!

Back in the day....

I always remember this one story that my dad always told me about when he was younger. Him, His brother in law ( my uncle Pete) and a friend(Odie) were all partying and Odie got pulled over by a cop. My daddy and uncle pulled up realized who it was and talked to the cop. Little did he know Odie had Pete sneaking a pistle and beer out the car. Daddy talked to the cop and he ended up having to walk the dreaded white line and do the drunk test so he could drive Odie home. Seeing my dad now I can’t imagine him at that point! Don’t get wrong both of parents are so much fun to be around and know how to have a good time but that is just not in his character to me! Imagining what he was like that been is pretty funny to think about. I think he would be very laid back( like he is now) but with more a carefree philosophy. Scared would be a good word too, nobody likes the law especially in those circumstances. I think he would have beena social bug and up for anything. Overall I think he would be a really good person to get along with.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Funniest things ever!....

To some this may not be funny. It's one of those things that you just have to be there ,and see it for yourself. It was in 2006 at my sister's graduation. Me, my parents , and my two best friends ,Cristy and Meghan were sitting on the bleachers waiting for it to start. At that time our gym had no air condition and it was burning up in there. More and more people were starting to get there and within 10 minutes there wasnt an empty seat around us. Eventually, the ceremony started and we were all glad! We kept noticeing this little boy about 3 rows ahead of us. He was a loud and talkative little boy that wouldnt be quite for nothing! Well about 15 minutes in the ceremony he started running up and down the bleachers where he was sitting screaming, " Mooommmmmmy, I gotta take a POOPY!!". Everytime he would say it he would get louder and louder. Then finally, he walked down from the bleacher got at the very bottom of them and looked up at his mom and yelled it again! He was about 5 so in a way you know he knew better than to do that. His moms face turn red as a tomatoe. Everyone around around us had to put their hand over there face to stop them from laughing. He had been sitting there for about 20 minutes before it started but had to go right in the middle of the ceremony. The mom was so embarrassed he got him and left. Like I said, this is one of those things that you just had to be there, but my parents and friends remember it all the time and laugh everytime we think about it!

What grabs my attention....

When I am reading someone else's narrative, the thing that grabs my attention and draws me into the story is when I can relate to it. To me, when you can relate to that person it just makes the story have so much more emotion and thought because you have felt the same way. I love reading and have read many stories and that I love it when I can relate to the story in someway bcause you like to see how they handled it and the what possible made them have that story to tell. Narratives that keep you in suspense also draw me into them. Stories that keep you on the edge of your seat, not wanting to put the book because you want to see whats coming next are my favorite as well. Narratives seem to have more emotion than any other and that draws me into because I dont like to read something thats just blah & borning.