College

What am I looking for in college? Well, when I started college I had many things running through my brain. I wanted to find new people I could call friends, realize the things about me I missed in high school being I stayed under a rock, and test myself with school work; overall I was looking for a fresh new start. I have had a ruff experience with friends. Where I come from people judge you before they even get to know you ( and yes I know that's every where, but it really showed in some people), they judged me by my last name. My family has done in my eyes very well for themselves. They have worked for everything they had, it hasn't been handed to them. Yes, my daddy spoiled me rotten but I'm not a little brat. I have sense of what's practical and what's not. It got old because I got to where I couldn't trust anyone. They only people I did where my two best friends; Cristy and Meghan. I felt safe with them, in my comfort zone. Friendship was something I was really looking for when I started college. In high school you are just blooming into the "real" you or in my eyes you do. When I started high school I really was looking to find the rest of the real me. I am definitely my own person ,but somethings I still would like find out. I've always been good at school, it's like a second nature to me, honestly. I've always made good grades and I pride myself on that. I was looking for a challenge when I started college because I head everyone say how much harder it was than high school. It is harder in ways, my biggest thing was adjusting to the time of classes and how to space everything out. Also, I was so use to study guides, and they sure don't give you any in college! So far it's a ride I have enjoyed, and can't wait to see if I find what I'm looking for :)